I have just admitted it to myself and a few people that I love you. Why do I love you? I have no idea, I hate you, I don’t wanna see your face ever again. Why do I hate you? Because you broke my heart, and messed with my friends. You don’t deserve my love, you had it once, but now you lost it. How do I know I love you? I still care about you, I can’t get you out of my head, even now that I’ve found someone else I still can’t seem to get you out. I hate feeling this guilt, cause I love you and love my boyfriend at the same time. I feeling jealous every time I see you with another girl. It’s crazy, I’ve forgotten you once, I could probably do it again, right? I hope I can. I can’t live like this. You used to be my best friend then you hurt me, and broke my heart. I can’t live like this. I need you in my life, but you keep walking out. I always think, do you still think of me too, every time you see me I see you stare, why do you stare? Why do you look at me ever!
y time I’m with my boyfriend? Why did you “talk” to one of my friends that people said is just like me? Why do you do those things you do? I hate you, I HATE YOU! I FCKING HATE YOU! But I love you. Ugh, I hope you know who you are.
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